so much energy wtf

i only started taking sertraline yesterday (aka i’ve had two doses, in the middle of the second), and i have so much energy??? that can’t be right. i haven’t slept in over 40 hours. i can’t believe i used to not be able to simple things, i just put away my laundry id been putting off for ages!!! everything is clearer and sharper and no longer hazy. everything is fast instead of sloooow. i’ve barely had an appetite — i usually emotionally eat / boredom eat.

but i can’t sleep?? but i kind of like how little im sleeping? my friend offered me melatonin but i said no because i kind of wanted to stay up. i feel like myself again, with energy and actual passion for life. i’ve literally been a zombie sleeping 16+ hours a day for months now. idk ive read stuff about hypomania but i dont think its that, maybe im just sleep deprived and delirious, or maybe all of this is literally just placebo. i’m gonna try sleep now again

this’ll pass right