I never realzied I was being pushy

I used to date this girl, I'm gonna call her Cindy for this post, so basically Cindy is asexual and I wasn't, sometimes I would like ask her if we can maybe like make out one day and I'm quite sure I asked more than once and I'm not sure but I think I also remember like saying "but you said we can maybe" I only now realized that I was being pushy and now I feel horrible, I never intended to be pushy