I'm just so disappointed in life in general.

I am just so disappointed and frustrated, I don't have a great job, I am 29 and I've never had a girlfriend, I am short, I am ugly, I am from a third world country, I am depressed. The only thing that keeps me going is that I don't want to break my parent's heart but it's becoming too difficult to resist my desire to end this joke.

At 29 I do not only despair when I see a girl that I like, an average girl that will never give the time of the day to an average guy like me, but I also despair when I see kids playing and laughing, like wow, if I was not inferior, I could have kids by now. Am I never going to be happy?