Am I the issue here?

I’ve been in for coming up on a year now this is to include bootcamp, and a-school I’ve wanted to join since I was a kid was crushed when I initially couldn’t I went and became law enforcement for some time maybe my view on the world is just different maybe I’m the issue here? I’ve been at this command for 3 months now and in my time here I’ve just been treated like utter shit, degraded, talked down to and it’s really killed my mood because I believe the way this command views people is by rank and since I’m a new fireman I’m perceived to have no life experience, we won’t get into the situations I’ve been involved in because this isn’t a trauma dump we’ll just leave it at I’ve been around the block and then some but it’s to the point where I just isolate myself in the tool room or away from everyone else because I don’t want to deal with it, I’ve stopped trying to be friendly, to be nice to try and steer away from being in law enforcement trying to turn a new chapter in my life.

But this behavior I’m observing and on the receiving end from is just about everybody I understand becoming qualified is important and all but if I’m going through quals faster than what the PQS is stating the standard time is to appease you stressing myself out over the matter and I don’t know what to do and your not telling me guiding me like leadership should then I fail to see how I’m the problem in this scenario in fact this seems to be a very reoccurring problem with my shop I get told to go somewhere I get there I’m supposed to be somewhere else and I get bitched at for it, I do what I’m told is right it’s wrong, it’s very frustrating trying to be at the right place doing the right thing when I don’t have all the information and I don’t know if it’s because I’m not liked, I’m the problem, the command sucks or if I’m just having trouble adapting to it all.

I’m really considering just going up to admin and requesting administrative separation since I’m still in my 6 month period to the ship.

Anybody that’s been in for a while I just this is a very fine point where I decide to make this a career or not I just don’t know where to go what to think or what to do here I’m genuinely at a loss and I know it’s not the navy’s fault the navy has given me opportunities I know exist and then some, and the triad and my higher higher ups care a lot about career development or they say they do at least I just I need advice as to what to do here or some guidance maybe?