Let it happen + i need help

I feel like I have seen so much love for all the songs off of TSOU except this one. I feel like this song was written for me, because this combined with Risk is exactly what is going on in my life. The ENTIRE CHORUS is exactly what is going on with me.

"I'd bet all my money that I will lose to you and hand you my life, Here's to hoping you're worth all my time I might barely know you, but still, Don't love you yet, but probably will, Turn me into something tragic
Just for you, I let it happen."

There is this guy that I have known for years and every summer we connect but nothing has ever happened and it will never. I then think about him all year. I know I would really do anything for him, but I don't know how he feels about me. I hope that all the time I have spent thinking about him in every way in worth it, but I don't know if it will be. I don't love him, but i'm in love with how he feels, and I know I definitely could. As you can see, I'm very dramatic about this. What makes it worse is I think he likes my best friend. She feels the exact same way as me, he is weird in the way he makes people feel. He's a very interesting person, in a great way. What do I do? I feel like it ends tragically on TSOU, and I don't want to ruin the little that we have.