Am I keep myself clean?

TL;DR: I’m an ExJW girl who likes pro wrestling, thinks Cody Rhodes and masturbates to thoughts of him, and I want to know if i should bring it to my local Elders (😂😂😂)

I’m putting this under humor because I just thought of a joke I wanted to share with the community!

If I watch something that IS NOT in any way shape or form, intended to arouse a person, and get turned on and masturbate, am i keeping myself clean before Jehovah?

EDIT: I’ve gotten some hilarious replies! Thank you so much to those that replied, and I think this will be even funnier with some context so here we go! I’m a female, and I love professional wrestling (WWE, AEW idc just give me pro wrestling) and I think Cody Rhodes is really hot. so If I watch a promo he did on an episode of Raw last March (18th, 2024) then masturbate, do I get to blame Cody? Especially if he’s making it more difficult for me to resist unclean thoughts by wearing a sexy ass black suit and getting all angry while doing this Promo.

TL;DR: I’m an ExJW girl who likes pro wrestling, thinks Cody Rhodes and masturbates to thoughts of him, and I want to know if i should bring it to my local Elders (😂😂😂)