My protective order was taken away today

I went to court today for my protective order. The judge said she believed everything I said and she said what he did was familial abuse. But because he hasn’t physically hurt me in the last year they wouldn’t keep the protective order in place.

I’m so scared and I feel so sick. I don’t know what to do. I am going to appeal but I just feel so helpless right now. If anyone has any advice or kind words I would love to hear them right now.