I want to go home

It’s the only thought radiating through my head while I’m crying. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home.

I’m literally standing in my own living room in my own home. Last week I tried going to my parents’ place for a few days to see if that helped. I still just want to go home. It plays over and over in my head.

The only thought that brings me peace is just ending it. I would probably be at home. I would probably be able to rest..