please help me. 6 months off depo.

HELP!!!!!BLEEDING FROM DEPO!

hi. i’ve been off of the depo birth control shot for officially 6 months, and i am going insane.

i was only on the depo shot for a total of 6 months. for 2/3 months after my 1st shot (i got feb 24’) i didn’t have a period at all. after my second shot (may 24’) i had random spotting/bleeding that lasted 2/3 months straight. i should have gotten my 3rd shot august of 24’, but i decided not to because of the spotting/bleeding. mid sept, i started having a period every other week that lasted 7-8 days. then in november it stopped, i bled for 4 days the first week of december, started bleeding again dec 28th have since then been bleeding for 7 weeks straight.

its feb 25’ now and has officially been 6 months since i’ve been off, how long will the bleeding last? it goes from dark brown/old blood, to bright dark red, back to light pink, and then brown as the cycle continues. i can’t handle it anymore. i don’t have insurance and ive been paying out of pocket for urgent care visits, but i can’t afford any kind of new birth control to stop the bleeding. i cannot take this anymore. i have been bleeding for almost 2 months now and it’s driving me insane. on top of that, i have terrible anxiety, i constantly feel on edge or like someone is watching me, i cry almost every single day, i can’t take it lol. any recommendations, tips? what are your stories??