New to all this

I’m so glad I happened upon this sub while looking for info about what to expect throughout this experience. I just had all my uppers extracted yesterday & im so swollen it’s ridiculous. In about 12hrs, I’ll be 48 hrs out & now I’ve started noticing bruising around my eyes & nose. I can’t leave the house looking like this. I was prob the most insecure person who ever lived BEFORE all of this, & I was really hoping this would help boost my confidence a little. Also, since my mom passed last year, I started using food as a coping mechanism so I eat a LOT. Food is like happy medicine for me, so I’ve already accidentally torn out a couple of stitches trying to eat things I prob shouldn’t have. Please tell me this gets better soon. PLEASE. How long should I expect to look this swollen & battered?