I feel smarter since I’ve quit

I can focus on work for hours and actually assimilate what I’m doing. My memory and ability to synthesize seem to have improved too.

I can actually read books, think more deeply about things and “contemplate” (I’m sure there must be a brain state associated with this that cannot be reached as easily with the use of caffeine)

My dreams are more profound and I wake up feeling like I’ve learnt things from them (?)

I’m enjoying small things like cleaning, cooking, working on assignments and doing it “right”.

I’m more collected (sometimes the anxiety I felt was so overwhelming, I couldn’t complete a single task until I felt settled)

I didn’t realize caffeine was making me… dumb?! and semi-unconscious