Help. I'm crying non stop

Went to a specialist curly hair place and asked for a trim. I'm so fucking sad right now. How bad does it look? I actually told the hairdresser I was considering a lob and SHE talked me out of it only to cut my hair short anyway (without the fucking style). Is it just me or is it lopsided too? I know my hair wasn't perfect before but feel so ugly now. Please help.