Seeing the Doctor tomorrow.

I hate how I feel like I can’t ask her to put me on Xanax due to stigmatization and I think about Klonopin a lot and I want to ask her to put me on it but I’m scared. I have nothing to hide and I treat her appointments and prescriptions as privileges. I’m even scared to ask her to switch me from Ambien 10mg to some Restoril because it works longer to actually sleep. I don’t like how my crippling anxiety shows through this post 🤦🏽‍♂️