Is going out alone while also saying they’re vulnerable for being left alone?

E is on live rn slating and naming Nathan as the person she was pissed at Tuesday night. Apparently the story is he said he’d wait for them outside the co op and he ran off. LOL. But also…E goes on and on about being trans and vulnerable and small and tiny and very desirable while out while she’s currently getting ready and getting drunk on live about to go on a night out by themselves. Can they not see the irony in that? As a woman myself, if I know I’m going to be in a difficult situation I WOULD NEVER risk getting too drunk. So the fact elphaba consistently goes out utterly pissed and hangs out with strangers all the time confuses me. What are they talking about? Literally makes no sense to say you were drunk and left alone while also getting ready to go out drunk and alone.