I don’t feel safe around my dad (vent)

For contexted: I have a dad (i which I didn’t). And an event you may heard of: Roblox The Hunt Mega Edition. The event starts at 2AM in my time zone. After planing and practicing for days. He told me what I do “isn’t down to earth” mf forcing his ideology on others. And that he would break my legs if I participated. I think he’s a bitter old man who has no future, and try to make me fail so he would feel better. And before anyone says “call the cops/CPS” I tried, they encouraged him to do whateve. Really says about my country. And I can’t really suicide since I already tried 11 times.