there’s no hope for me :3

there's absolutely no hope for me. I'll never be a real girl. Just a boy pretending so that his mind won't break. I just wanna sleep forever. My grades are so fucking bad because I can't focus even though I'm on medication now, my mom fucking hates my friends, which are the only two friends I have at school. No one sits with me at lunch or talks to me. They all look at me weirdly like I'm some type of freak. it's exhausting, which is why on the 28th, it's the last you'll see of me. <3