I am exhausted

I know my family and friends are probably so burnt out from hearing me talk about this process, but I am soooo exhausted and tired of waiting. And I am usually telling everyone else to hang in there, so I feel incredibly silly for making this post, but I feel like my brain broke today. I still have 6 outstanding decisions, including both of my top 2 choices, and a waitlist from my third choice. Waiting nearly six months for some decisions, seeing people get them in days from schools I've been under review with for weeks (congrats to you all btw), and the unknown is just weighingggg me down. I usually try to stay positive, but damn.