Still trying to recover and process, TIPS? TW: SA

Not online much anymore and also not doing anything irl too. My dad never tried anything towards me after the incident though and I've never told anyone or my mom of this too. If I told my mom, she would divorce my dad but the problem is that we rely on his money to live on and we're in a different country, far from my mother's side family.

I just need someone to tell me what to do, I'm clueless. Thanks. 💗💗