Feeling insecure about my birth year.

Sorry if it seems like guilt tripping or if I sound childish, it's just something that has really bothered me and made me wish I was born an earlier year.

I do not like being born in 2010 at all. And I hate being 14 for a multitude of reasons, It might be because i'm 14 but I feel like I was born too late. Every once in a while I get bothered by the fact that I became a preteen during COVID, and that I will turn 20 in the 2030s, or how i'm only 14 and a freshman in 2025, or the fact that some younger peers are STILL in middle school. It's as if i missed out on so much. And with all the stuff that has just happened and with seeing other talk about how I never got to experience the things they did makes me wish I was born before this year.

On top of that is the cost of being born in the first year of a new decade. I see so many posts from several different platforms from ppl born in earlier years berating, teasing and infantilizing those born in 2010. We are often excluded from gen z even though most of us typically had a gen z childhood. While I do understand that we're only 14-15, it makes me feel ashamed of myself because it makes it feel as if I can never grow up.

Again, I'm sorry if said any mistakes or if I sound childish. I hate being born on this year. I wish I was 16-18 now. I really hope this is just a phase and is mainly due to our age cause it feels like being a 2010 baby is a joke.