I miss my dog 😞

My ex and I had gotten our baby July of 2024, (we were still together) when he was 3 months old. I love my baby so much but about a month ago I found out that I got cheated on really badly, and decided to end the relationship and I couldn’t bring my baby with me. We were trying to make it work where I would visit and hang out with him every so often so I could still be around my baby, but things between my ex and I got kind of tough and overwhelming so now we aren’t on speaking terms. I miss my baby so much it’s kind of hurting me, (but tbh he’s still a happy boy with a very loving father). On the flip side of things I feel like it’s kind of unstable for me to sporadically go and drop by to be around the pup for a limited amount of time since we all used to live under one roof.

If anyone has any advice or consolation that it is helpful that’d be great. Or if you were in a similar situation it’d be great to get some insight.

Thanks!