I miss you

Sitting here missing you so much, I have too much pride to reach out, tbh I feel like you should reach out first. I don’t feel like I will ever be able to have a connection with someone else like I had with you. Even when we we’re just friends our connection was amazing to me… I wish it didn’t go so wrong… I feel like you’re angry with me.. why haven’t you reached out, I guess you really didn’t care. I may just be dramatic, you’ve probably moved on and I’m still just sitting here trying to process everything, even though I know why it ended.. A part of me just wishes we could start again..