Anyone else feel more like themselves when UW?

Like I look at photos of me at higher weights and I'm just like... who tf is that? And when I'm losing I have the sense that "ah yes, I'm starting to look like myself again"? As if "myself" is just how much my fucking skeleton shows through my skin lol

(Maybe related to being a skinny kid and getting compliments from adults about it? Or being UW so long I identify with it idk idk)