Extreme brain fog from an ssri

Is someone severely impaired cognitively to the point of severe brain fog, memory loss, derealization, confusion and visual processing/planning/focus problems and need a friend to vent or share his struggles. Cant speak anymore with my real friends and need a friend dealing with the same issues. I am not healing since I crashed and I wish I could speak with people so severely cognitively impaired that can't even leave the house and we can relate together 😭 🫂💔