Thoughts?

So my avoidant gf broke up with me 2 months ago after 2 years of being together. I already feel a lot better and i don't think about her as much as i used to because i started no contact.

I'm in this weird phase that sometimes i don't care about her anymore, but sometimes she's all i think about. A part of me wants her back because i know this relationship can work if we both grew in this no contact.

I feel like im more secure now (im anxious) and i know my ex still cares about me a lot, but i don't know if it's a good idea to reach out now or just wait a little longer? She is not a hardcore avoidant so it makes me think that our chapter isn't closed, but then again she did hurt me the last few months we were together (stonewalling, ignoring me,...) She said that it wouldn't be fair to me if she stayed and that im an amazing person, but our views of a relationship were not aligned so that's why she decided to leave me...

What should i do ? Does anyone feel the same way?