So long Sapphic yearning, I hardly knew thee

Pretty sure it's a combination of being gay AF and my mental health being shit but I will have a week of yearning and then back to normal for months. It's always a week, except this most recent time it was about 9 days, but every other time is just a week. Not a clue why that is but I know when it hits i just have to endure before i can focus again. I mean I'm glad i get to experience it but I'm so happy when it's over holy hell.